Winner without winning!

I have not playing that much of poker these past few days. More correct it feels like I have not playing that much. On the other hand, it is easy to forget how much one really plays, if I should be honest. Today has been a sick day… hands after hands have been terrible. Not sure why that is… I am a little scared to play. I hit, but there is always someone who has little better than I do and if I bluff, I would definitely be busted. My bluffing skills suck. I am terrible on bluffing. I should maybe practice on my bluffing skills.

Even if it has been a bad day today, I am kind of happy, because I have players around me who fears me. *evil eye* That sounds bad. huh... I was playing a tourney earlier, and I was lucky to the bubble. I had a nice stack and lost it all because of a stupid semi bluff. In that tourney, I ran in to a guy who I almost kicked out. He said. OMG you HIT!.. as always! I just said, nooo, I do not hit all the time. Almost always - he said! Hehe… It is things like that which makes the game more fun. It is nice when you hear in between what progress you have done in your game. It can be people who you rarely have spoken to before who can come and say that the game is great. It is nice! Me like! I am trying to do my best to improve my skills, even if I am stuck in the treadmill in between.

You do not need to win every time to feel like a winner. :o) I just need to know that I did my best and I could do nothing or when I left the game even if I knew I could stay longer.