Tilt!

Today is a typical day when I normally should say, I quit playing poker! Grr.. Well, this morning I did very good in a tourney and run into a “donkey” who of curse hit river. Actually, I do not know why he even called me first time… and second time he got lucky and hit river. Ok, I can take one lost or two… it has been river, river, river… even if I have had the best hand pre and post flop. If I do not have best hand pre or post flop I hit and some one else has the better hand. It has been tourneys; I have not been able to rule. It does not matter what I do – I cannot win! Times like this I wonder why I even bother to play the game. I just feel like a very bad player who should stick to something else. At same time, I do not know why I even react because I play for fun. I should not tilt… Well, I just have to accept that Poker has brought out the bad loser in me. Maybe it depends on the money game… I do not know! At same time, it is very interesting to notice the change in the feeling. Therefore, I guess it is time for a break now – for a few months! Yeah, whom am I kidding! I will be back another day….. ehh… like tomorrow! I think it has to be enough for today!

I think I will focus on the bed and concentrate on my job interview tomorrow.