No jobinterview

Damit, I had set my alarm at 8 AM this morning, because I was supposed to go in to the city right after 9 AM. I got me a little surprise this morning of a text message. It was saying, sorry can't make it to 10. Ok, not a big deal. I can go back to sleep. The text messages was from the company where I have looking for work. She was calling me back little later and she asked if it was ok at Monday around same time. Sure, it was ok for me.... we'll see on Monday.

I would be happy if I could get this job. Especially when I am in this situations as I am. It is like a treadmill. It is soo boring!

I guess it is matter of time before I find something to do, but until then... grrr...

When it comes to poker, I can't directly say that I have been focused enough to play good. If I had been focused and not messed around as I have done today I might had won some money. You shouldn't play when you are off the mood. One annoying thing has been my cat.... omg, she has constantly tried to chew on the cables to the computer. She wouldn't stop. I didn't know what to. Tomorrow I am going to the store to buy a bottle for water, that I can spray on her when she goes there. She needs to learn, she is soon a big cat and it is not cute anymore.

I hope I can win a little on poker tomorrow instead. Heh...

No poker!

Oh my God! I haven't been able to play poker yet. I have been so busy today. Well, first the day started with a migraine and I went back to bed, but after that... I have done a lot. I have been calling here and there for stuff. I am good! :o)

The biggest surprise is that I haven't started the tv yet. eek... The computer is on because I left it on since yesterday. Not healthy for the computer thou... I would like to have a new computer, but I guess I have to wait to next year before I can buy one.

By the way, I was applying for a work today. Normally I send email to companies for that, but today I actually called on company. I am going to meet a lady tomorrow at 10 AM... I hope can get the job. Well, we have to see. She has probably lot of people who want the job. It is not the best job, but I would like to have it. :o)

Somehow I can't wait until I have a job, but I am not sure I have energy enough to work. If I feel my energy is about running out, than I will run to the doctor. I know I have some stressproblem... I know that it is important for me to get to bed and sleep my hours to be able to live as a normal person.

Oh well, I will run to the store now and shop a little. After that I am going to play a little poker. :)

Exam!

I was talking to the university today and I can have my exam done to next summer, in the beginning of June. It was not an option to make the exam before and have it done in the beginning of next year.....


Whoasa!!! I was almost accidently deleting this post. :o( I needed to close some windows and suddenly I had closed this post to. Lucky there is a draft option in this blogsystem which has automatically saved my post. :)

Yes, I was talking to the university... they told me to reg my exam on friday and that I could start reading some book to get me a background. For the others I should wait till I get a supervisor... My last course is splitted in two, one part is my exam and the other is just a course. That course I could finish before christmas, well that is if my assignment is going to be passed. Somehow I am a bit motivated for this and the only problem is to get it all to progress. In the thought it is all good...

I was thinking about starting either next week on Monday or this weekend. Just now I need to have "a few days off". lol

After this weekend I will study first and play poker after. We'll see how it works. In worse case I will carry my computer to my Mom. She will gladly take care of the computer. :oP

Oh well.. I am going to play some poker now.... best of luck to me. I am not sure if I should play, I feel a bit unlucky today. At least in those game I have already been playing. Nothing tells me to fold. Why??? doh!!

Take care people!

3rd place!

Wee hooo... I was killing some time earlier this evening and regged me for a $100 guaranteed tourney. My thoughts about the tourney wasn't very high to begin with. I was sure I was going to fall out somewhere before the moneyspot. Well, I guess it was my lucky day because I ended up on 3rd place.

Except for play poker, I was doing some errands today. Went to the bank and talked loan... jaikes. I don't like things like that, but I had to. After my little trip in the city I went to Mom's house for dinner. I was there a little and talked about my studies... I accidently mentioned that I was going to leave my lap at her place while I am studying. Mom was fast and said, I can take it today already! Huh... Nooooway!.. Not today I said... when I am starting with my exam. Not now! LOL.. Crazy! I was thinking: take it easy! heh... I need to talk to the university once again to get me regged on the course etc. No panic yet! I don't even know if I can do the exam before new year. But I pray that I can go up with the report in the beginning of next year.

I guess I have set the alarm for tomorrow to be able to get up in time.

Not by plan!

The day didn't go as I wanted. I had some bad headache and it wouldn't let go. Sad!!! I manage to call the university for the studies. I got my instructions for the course... I just need to reregister me for the course and tomorrow I can start my studies again. Week 51 I need to visit the university and participate in some seminars... Hopefully I can be done with half of the course in the end of this year.

I am not sure how it will work with my exam.... I need to talk to the responsible teacher for that subject. I know, it isn't teacher, it is lecture or something. Don't know. The positive thing is that I am on my way. Now I just need to take my thumb out of my ass and do this. I am going to dedicate my exam to my family...

... and suddenly I just came up with the idea of my subject for my exam. Great... weeee!!!!

Oh well!

I had some other plans that I had to put aside because my head was killing me. I wish I can do it tomorrow. My day for tomorrow is full.. we'll see.


Now I think I will date the sandman for a couple of hours.

Todays schedule

I have done a little schedule for today!

1. Make some important phone calls.
2. Make a little calc about my money situation. (make a budget, pay some bills)
3. Book the Laundry room.
4. Make a little visit at my Mom's (maybe)
5. Do some vacuum cleaning.
6. Go to bed!

I am seriously thinking about putting some limit on my computer using. I just don't know how it should work when my charachter sucks. lol... I should have computer work, that would be the best.

The only way I would be able to hold my limit is to leave my computer at my Mom's house. Jaikes! When I am going to take care about my studies I am going to have another computer and I will remove the ethernet card. LMAO.... Than I can't use Internet and it wouldn't be fun to over use the computer. I can still get online when I am at my Mother's house, and I can allow my self to use the computer during weekends.

With this solution I can maybe pull my life together much faster. I have to admit I am addicted to Internet. lol

Well, it is a big step, I need to think about it. lol

No job yet!

I have had a few meetings with my career coach. She have given me some inpiration by only talking. There has been no pushing around and me like. She is a wonderful person and very easy to talk with. She has given me some tasks to do, and that is to find out who I am and what I want. I haven gone through all the papers yet, but I have actually called a few companies and asked if they needed someone or had a work for me. Those I have contacted didn't have anything sadly. But, I got an e-mail from one of the persons I spoke to, and I am going to write her a personal letter about what I have done the last few years and stuff. The person said if I finished my education I would probably get a job.... that is very motivating. Because of that I phoned the university and asked about my old courses and if I could join to end it this year. It is not possible to end everything this year, but probably 2 of the courses. There is only one assignment I need to do in one of the courses, and the other one is more tough. The third one is my exam. Yaikes! I am motivated, I just think it is a big work and I don't know where to start. I would like to have someone who could have the control for me and help me pull it together even if I do the mainwork, or more correct all the work. I don't know yet if I can make this exam on my own yet. If I can, I could probably have it done by the 5th week next year. wee... That would be great.

I am going to have so much to tell my coach when I meet her next time. She is going to be so surprised I guess. :o)

On the poker front! Hmm.. dry desert. Few small ups but mostly down.. but that is the way it goes. I am praying for a little win soon. :)

Cat and a UK trip.

I have been busy since last time. Busy and busy, depends how you look at it. Heh... around the 16th of september a new member moved in to my appartment. A cutie! She is just lovely. When she arriveds she was a bit scared, but not she isn't. She is almost around me the whole time. Of all cats I have had during my time in life this one is the craziest in the end. She is hanging in curtains, climbing up to the curtain rod. But she is so sweet, I can live with this a while. Soon she is a bit older and will calm down.... I hope! Otherwise I guess I need to get another cat. I had another cat long time ago, he was almost as crazy as this girl... but he was calming down when I took another cat.

This cat thing was not a thinking through... it was a spontaneous thing. I had been thinking about getting a cat, but not this month, in the future. It was a bit of bad timing since I was going to UK the week after.

23 of september I sat on the flight to Stockholms, was staying at a hotel in Nyköping. 24th of September I was flying over to UK and to Birmingham airport. Before the trip I got an offer from a friend to stay at their place. I took this opportunity... I was staying at theirs from 24th to 25th of september. This family lived about an hours driving from Birmingham airport in a small town. It was a beatyful town... just sad that I didn't take any pictures of this trip. grr...

25th we was driving over to Stoke on Trent. We checked in on a hotel for the weekend. After we checked in we went down to the bar to join in with the other people who were on this trip as well. We sat down and talked efter if I was listening more. It was so much impressions to take in. I just enjoyed to listen to everyone who were talking. I have to admit that I didn't feel like talking because of my poor english. When writing I have a dictionary in the near and can check for word. That is nothing I can do when I am talking. I prefered to listen. heh.. anyway, we went down to the casino, since it was a joining from a poker community. On friday was my first live game ever. I didn't know what I was doing at all. I had not control over the chip stack... I was out pretty fast. It was an experience thou...

On saturday 26th we had dinner at a resturant. It was a typical sunday family dinner as I have understand. It was yummy yummy meal. After the dinner it was time for the casino again. This time I took revenge. I ended up at 11th. I was a bit unlucky in last hand. Shit happens obviously both online and live. It was a good place... it was my 2nd ever live game when it comes to poker. I think I did a great job.

27th, we checked out and I took the flight home to Sweden. I couldn't directly go home, I slept at jumbo hostel. Whoa I say! It was nice, cheap and simple. I can recommand it to others.

So, I just wish I could find money somewhere to next event. Anyone who wants to donate? ;o)
I really want to go back some day! I loved the country, I have been reading a little... I could def move there. But I need a work... I have been looking around a little on Internet. If I am going there I need to have a little capital. I am not sure where I can get that capital from. I need at least 20 000 SEK.

When I was at cyprus I was homesick after 2 days, this time I really wanted to stay. Funny! I really hope I can go back to UK some day in the near, next year maybe.

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